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Vicki's spaceJune 30 with a poor salaryTomorrow is July 1st. A year passed a half. It’s hard to say if I like the job. Of course, I still do what I like, work as an editor,have free time to relax.People usually say that free time is important for white-collar. I know it compeletely. However, it seems not go as I think. I didn’t get the satisfying salary with my improving ability. I can see some of my workmate left here. And everytime, I would think about my job: shall I still insist on? Job is just a job for me? I always know that hunting a job for interest is not esay, especially in this not so bad office. I want to improve my career. I don’t want to be the same person ,get the same salary, do the same work just like I graduated the first year. Maybe hard working , frustrating, boring all is a test for a success people.If things like that, I should calm down, to do something more usefully for my self.
April 21 Vicki’s backWhen I look back to the blog, I found that I have left here for a time. When some friends asked me whether you still wrote here? I think that I should come back from today. Actually, I’ve never given up here, I just get too busy to return.(maybe for excuse) Anyway , I’m back, still take a record for my daily live. Time is come to April,2009. The route work, the route live go along. We talk about our job nearly every week. The result is that ,we go on with our work. As fo r me, I think work is not only for salary,but also for future develop,and for happiness. However, you have another higher goal when you need more. 16 months later, I saw a lot of colleague left here. I just can’t stand still, I should grow up faster than before.These days , I make a decision, I will leave here if I haven’t made a good career after a year. And in the coming days , I will make my best effort to it . It would be a good begginning. Try my best! October 26 Be happy with all of you in HK Disney "A whole new world, a hundred thousands to pursue. I'm liked a shooting star, I come so far.To be there, a whole new world with you." -- a song from Disney movie, I will remember it well, for the nice tune and wonderful picture of fireworks in the Beauty Castle. We are in the magical land , to be with lovely Disney Canton Characters, and the most important thing is all of us are here, smile and enjoy an unforgettabel day and night. We played merry-go-round, small fly elephant，all are games for children. We're back to children. Things took easily and simple there. 3 hours playing cards and lying on the sofe bed.
Today is January, 2009. Whenever I think about the days in Disney,it leave happiness for me . People always need a time to get crazy, to be a child, to laugh loudly. Four of us wrote postcards to each other, and it took us nealy 40 minutes; turn the "game eggs",nearly 1 hours. Just like turn back to our children. Moreover, we played cards all along the return journey,and full of enengy.Playing is the most importmant thing in thouse two days. Thank you for dayoo.Look forward to next journey with all of you again, if you or me haven't left dayoo yet.  May 14 Be brave , for you Life is full of challenge , including earthquake in the Sichuan Province these days, lives change, great shock for a city or citizens. Life is not easy for everyone, we aren't aware of life, health, time until we lost them someday. Even when we try hard for the disaster, we can't control it but only keep trying. That's life, maybe. Pray for the unlucky people and hope all of you will be strong, life is not easy for us,actually. When we stride over difficulties, we will grow if that's our fate. We will be brave for we have no other choices except that. Just like people got ill , he should go to the hospital. When broke up with someone, he should go out from sorrow and find someone love him more with courage.
Be confident, if we are still alive, if we still have energy to live. Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race. April 18 How time flies ! Life is full of change, surprise and setback. Hero is someone who can conquer difficulties. It's hard for me to cry out in the past days. And now, I become sensitive during a wonderful relationship. I've never tasted the nice mood before. Whenever thought of the old story, there only disappointment left for me. A friend said, crying can relax nervous motion. However, crying can't solve the problem. Hold on and step out bravely when you came across with frustrations, especially in the hard time. Maybe it's the most positive attitude for it . And maybe there're no solution except that.
Months later, I should keep my promise with my responsibility. I should keep my courage again, though several times face to it, I'm still afraid of it anyway. This time, if keeping you be my side, perhaps I will have energy and brave. I just hope that everything would go well, days with you would become happy , too. How time flies ! I wanna to be with welfare for a long long time. February 24 how about work? Nearly half of a year, I have worked in the company . A friend said she decided to quit the job to find a better place for good salary and further development. 2 weeks left, she will leave for a good job. I will miss her and learn from her good attitude at work. Days with you for me are unforgettable, I don't want you to leave. However, we will work for a better live and work hard for ideal.Let's make an extra effort for them. Go ahead~~~~
Times went by in my same routine. I'm afraid of my ambition decrease day by day, I don't want to become a worker only. I believe myself could do something unusual, something I like. Just like my friend, she changed a place and make a new start. Actually, I like the job, and always love to make progresses in my life and work. If the job can't give you progress, you should make it by yourself. We can learn more if we pay attention for it. Today, look up to my book shelf, there're many books there. It's time to set a goal. (unfinished)
(continued) What's suitable for me? I haven't thought it out for nearly 3 weeks. How can I plan my future? How can I do something creative? How can I make my work more wonderful? Keeping a nice mood is great, however, work is full of passion and responsibility besides play. It's time to work hard. Time will go as I grow up. January 02 Happy 2008, hope everything goes well New year's come, a new beginning has come,too. Look back to 2007, it's not a very well-off year. However, I should still appreciated experiences. Perhaps things would go as it would be. At the same time of last year, I started my first "job". With heavy stress, a not-so-happy mood and also unsafe future. I can still bear it with my brave. Time went to June,2007. We're all fired by a bad boss. And then finished my first job,took off the pressure but left a time for me to hunt for a job,again.
What's more, at the same time, a shock came with another job interview. No matter what happened, I should encourage myself and walk down fearlessly, I have to do that,only God knew . Though noone accompanied with me at that time, I still thanks for my parents. They're the greatest person in my life forever. Although I don't know why and keep asking, no explanation but only trying my best. As I said, something belongs to your life is your life itself. Life is not so easy sometimes, neither escaping. Thank you for Dayoo.com, let me be in a wonderful place, at least, I can enjoy myself here.(unfinished)
(continued) At the end of 2007, I had an unimagined Christmas's dinner;healthy sport to climb the Baiyun Mountain; a trip to Yuexiu Park and boating on the lake, a wish in the May Festival, it really came true that day; counted down for the 2008 ; went to Shamian, maybe a romantic place not fit for me , but still walked along that night. All of the sudden surprise, thanks to a funny friend, I've never imagined for that. They all made me happy and comfortable. I don't know how to describe my feeling these days. Happy? Surprised? Confused? That's really what I want? The first time, I asked myself, I always have so many questions, perhaps I have not enough confidences or that's not my original thought. I have not idea suddently. How will this go ? Can I see the future? Who knows? God? There're lots of heavy thouhgts in my mind these days.
People are not born to understand it, maybe. I begin to learn , just let my heart go on. Shall I release myself in such relationship? Can I manage it ? |
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